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Margaret Lazarus Dean and Jaswinder Bolina
The students return
For the last few decades the U-M has had a graduate program in
creative writing, but the town very seldom gets a sense of the
students who pass through it. They are busy, after all, and here
only for a couple of years. They form their self-supporting little
groups and go out in public only late at night and to the bars. So
it is a nice way of crowing about themselves, and a gift to us all,
when the writing faculty invites alumni with recent books back for
a public reading.
Margaret Lazarus Dean's first novel, The Time It Takes to
Fall, is a wonderfully evocative coming-of-age story set in central
Florida in the mid-1980s. Dean's protagonist, Dolores Gray,
is a precocious middle-school student obsessed with NASA's corps
of astronauts, particularly the women among them. Her father is
focused on his job as a technician working on the Space Shuttle's
solid-fuel rocket boosters; her mother is tightly wired and
dissatisfied with her role as a suburban housewife and mother. The
domestic drama plays out amid the glory years of the Shuttle program,
which came to a sudden end with the spectacular explosion of the
Challenger.
And that tragedy, with its emblematic hornlike vapor trail printed
on the sky (the sign that would retain its power until it was
replaced in our imaginations by the even worse plume of smoke in
2001) becomes the controlling metaphor of the book. Even as it
brings the world of NASA money and employment to an end, it helps
Dolores's family create a fragile bond, something that may be
a tentative sign of hope.
At first glance there is little connection between Dean's
novel and the poetry of Jaswinder Bolina. One thing they share,
however, is an ease with scientific terms; even the title of
Bolina's first collection, Carrier Wave, suggests something of
scientific measurement and objectivity. That suggestion, however,
is most useful as a sense of contrast. Bolina's poems make big
jumps and find surrealistic connections. The poems' wit and
irony gives them a feel of impersonality, even as they offer highly
personal records of the author's wild imagination. The author
tells us that "I didn't struggle for meaning," yet
meaning seems to arise on its own from a mixture of tone and image.
Even though much of the book turns on Bolina's playfulness,
even on his jokes, I am more attracted to other moments that arise
out of his poems to assume a very real weight. The poem "What
Awaits the Thunder," after its small ironies ("It's
so difficult to be in love in wartime"), concludes:
I weep openly and sight returns to my bum eye. The garden
grows
stereoscopic in the murky and shuddering light. A familiar
anxiety disperses, and a new anxiety resounds in its place.
I feel claustrophobic in the hailstorm. I grow murderous in the
fog.
You say knock it off. I say it's so difficult to be in
love.
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Margaret Lazarus Dean and Jaswinder Bolina read from their first
books at the Rackham Building on Thursday, January 17.
Keith Taylor
[Review published January 2008]
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